blinkgirl
those who say sunshine brings happiness have never danced in the rain...
a survey!
I AM: simple
I WANT: happiness for my family and child(ren)
I HAVE: a beautiful smile
I WANT: happiness for my family and child(ren)
I HAVE: a beautiful smile
I WISH: the world would give me a break from the feeling of not having enough... of anything it takes to be considered "perfect" by society.
I HATE: holes in my socks, being wet (unless i'm swimming or in the shower), flat soda, when my car sucks, dry skin, grey skies, being broke, being sad, when my nailpolish chips off, driving into the sun.. and many more...
I HATE: holes in my socks, being wet (unless i'm swimming or in the shower), flat soda, when my car sucks, dry skin, grey skies, being broke, being sad, when my nailpolish chips off, driving into the sun.. and many more...
I MISS: Chadd... although lately... it's been a lot easier to let him go.. thanks *wink*
I FEAR: fish
I HEAR: a kitty "pitter-pattering" in the kitchen...
I SEARCH: for happy people
I WONDER: if I'll always be this happy, despite the simple things that go wrong..... because right now... i'm very happy for the way my life had been going
I REGRET: I used to regret not giving a certain man the chance he deserved... but now I find that if I would have, I wouldn't have the man I'm with today... and I'm sorry [][][][][] but... I'm much happer with Jake
I LOVE: smiling, diet dr. pepper, money (or lack thereove), technology (inevidably leading to our demise), candles, fire, the smell of my man, Janel (because she rawks.), being a mom, nailpolish, tanning, feeling significant, and being a genuinly nice person
I FEAR: fish
I HEAR: a kitty "pitter-pattering" in the kitchen...
I SEARCH: for happy people
I WONDER: if I'll always be this happy, despite the simple things that go wrong..... because right now... i'm very happy for the way my life had been going
I REGRET: I used to regret not giving a certain man the chance he deserved... but now I find that if I would have, I wouldn't have the man I'm with today... and I'm sorry [][][][][] but... I'm much happer with Jake
I LOVE: smiling, diet dr. pepper, money (or lack thereove), technology (inevidably leading to our demise), candles, fire, the smell of my man, Janel (because she rawks.), being a mom, nailpolish, tanning, feeling significant, and being a genuinly nice person
I ACHE: my shoulders... i pushed carts yesturday
I AM NOT: sad
I DANCE: and "I hope you dance" too.
I SING: because I love to sing.
I CRY: when I'm angry... or sad... please dont make me either.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: working
I WRITE: all the time--i am always improving my handwriting.
I CONFUSE: the people that don't "get" me
I NEED: to breath and love
I SHOULD: be getting ready for work.
x. father thinks i am: still 18
x. mother thinks i am: her friend... I need a mom
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: "amazing"
x. three things you are often complimented for: eyes, smile, @$$
x. you get embarrassed when: it's easy to embarass me
x. makes you happy: feeling loved
x. upsets you: being alone
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: yes
x. you like to cook: yes
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: I'm sure I do, but I forgot it...
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no watches for me, but my clock at home is...
x. you bite your fingernails: always have
x. you believe in love: i am in love
Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: me...
The Loudest Person you Know: my mom
Your close friend: Janel
The Person that Knows the Most about you: Janel- 18 years of friendship can do that to a girl
What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: lol
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: last night it was Jake and the mother of his little boy... I couldn't sleep... I don't like her and I don't know her... which is VERY unlike me.
your best feature: my beautiful eyes--when they smile at you
Inside joke: "Jeeze Rocan!?"
I DANCE: and "I hope you dance" too.
I SING: because I love to sing.
I CRY: when I'm angry... or sad... please dont make me either.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: working
I WRITE: all the time--i am always improving my handwriting.
I CONFUSE: the people that don't "get" me
I NEED: to breath and love
I SHOULD: be getting ready for work.
x. father thinks i am: still 18
x. mother thinks i am: her friend... I need a mom
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: "amazing"
x. three things you are often complimented for: eyes, smile, @$$
x. you get embarrassed when: it's easy to embarass me

x. makes you happy: feeling loved
x. upsets you: being alone
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: yes
x. you like to cook: yes
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: I'm sure I do, but I forgot it...
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no watches for me, but my clock at home is...
x. you bite your fingernails: always have
x. you believe in love: i am in love
Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: me...
The Loudest Person you Know: my mom
Your close friend: Janel
The Person that Knows the Most about you: Janel- 18 years of friendship can do that to a girl

What is...?
your most overused phrase on IM: lol
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: last night it was Jake and the mother of his little boy... I couldn't sleep... I don't like her and I don't know her... which is VERY unlike me.
your best feature: my beautiful eyes--when they smile at you
Inside joke: "Jeeze Rocan!?"
2. Do You...?
Take a shower everyday: no
Think you know you've been in love: I am, doi.
Want to get married: yeah
have any tattoos/where?: i will sometime
Piercings/where?: ears twice and eyebrow
Get motion sickness: yeah.. it's sad.
Think you're a health freak: defanitly not
Get along with your parents: not very often.. more now than i used to
Like thunderstorms: i like the thunder
BIRTHPLACE: Columbia
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 8 or 3
COLOR: pink.
DAY: Friday
MONTH: March, or December
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 8 or 3
COLOR: pink.
DAY: Friday
MONTH: March, or December
SONG: Lol... no way I can deside this one
FOOD: Strawberries
SEASON: Fall
SPORT: Baseball-go Cards!
DRINK: Diet Dr. Pepper or Aquafina Raspberry Water yummmm
VEGGIE: Zucchini or Asparagus.
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? make out (I've got the best kisser in the world, after all)
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk, central dairy.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk
FOOD: Strawberries
SEASON: Fall
SPORT: Baseball-go Cards!
DRINK: Diet Dr. Pepper or Aquafina Raspberry Water yummmm
VEGGIE: Zucchini or Asparagus.
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? make out (I've got the best kisser in the world, after all)
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk, central dairy.
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? depends.
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? I got teary
HELPED SOMEONE? um... yes?
BOUGHT SOMETHING? um... yeah
GOTTEN SICK? nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? we stayed in for dinner
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? many times
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? i think I wrote the letter j once
TALKED TO AN EX? Nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yeah
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? my boyfriend
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? if what kinda pizza we're getting is serious
MISSED SOMEONE? nope
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? I got teary
HELPED SOMEONE? um... yes?
BOUGHT SOMETHING? um... yeah
GOTTEN SICK? nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? we stayed in for dinner
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? many times
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? i think I wrote the letter j once
TALKED TO AN EX? Nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yeah
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? my boyfriend
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? if what kinda pizza we're getting is serious
MISSED SOMEONE? nope
HUGGED SOMEONE? of course
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? wow, i guess not
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? wow, i guess not
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope
3. RANDOM:
SCREEN NAMES: holy crap. I will list all I can remember: Punkrockblinkchic, brandnewblinkchic, heatherly1202 (x3), blinkgyrle, blink.girl, moshigirl, brandnewbnkchic, sidepocketpunk, crankupthefire, bluelittlebeauty, babytigerlily, littlesunshine, takingbackthursdaychic, h_babygirl_98, firenyoureyez, sterlingstar, and I think thats it...
SIGN: Aries
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Auburn Brown
EYE COLOR: hazel
Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? GROSS
2. Bungee jump? maybe
3. Hang glide? maybe
4. Kill someone? i had a daydream I shot a chick in the forehead yesturday... but i think that's as far as it goes
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? of course
8. Parachute from a plane? maybe.. it's be scary though
9. Walk on hot coals? nope

10. Go out with someone for their looks? well.. jake is kinda hot

11. For their reputation? nope
12. Be a vegetarian? nope, i love bacon!
13. Wear plaid with stripes? nope
14. IM a stranger: yeah, i'm a rebel like that
15. Sing karaoke? if i wasn't alone
17. Shoplift? sheesh... am i that bad?
18. Run a red light? yeah
19. Star in a porn video? maybe my own lol
20. Dye your hair blue? i would love to
21. Be on Survivor? those f'in idiots.
22. Wear makeup in public? of course
23. NOT wear makeup in public? nope
24. Cheat on a test? yeah
25. Make someone cry? yeah
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? no, that's mean
27. Kick a baby? who made this stupid thing?
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? possibly
29. Cuss out a priest? no... that's mean too
30. Take a job as a janitor? i probably will someday--my careers suck
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? yes
32. Stay up all through the night? yep... for a good reason

33. Drink straight espresso?
No told you sos - ::tell me what you hear from me::
The Stuff About Me
The Rockinest People
dates i wrote stuff.
People That Love Me
- - I turned in my last paper today. My last...
... - I've finished all of my work for the fall 2008 semester.
And I think I did pretty well.
Can't know for
... - Oh. My. God. Just. One. More. Paper.
Then I'm done with the semester...
And it's only like 3 pages so
... ~CrAzY40~
- I found who I am supposed to love to pieces: Everyone.
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