Todd fired me. I'd been working at this place for a month and a half... the first TWO WEEKS I got there and clocked in at around 8:55 (they open at 9). So I figured that was a good time to clock in, right? Well two weeks later, when I work with Stephanie, she gets there at 8:45.... and Todd tells me I have to stop coming in late--how was I supposed to know I was late unless he told me... Beyond that.... Yesturday I called at 8:45 to tell him I was on my way, I would have been there at 8:50--he told me to turn around and not even bother because he was sick of me not being able to come in on time.

So.... I feel very "blah". Not happy, not sad, not pissed off, not anything; just a funk. It's not like that job could have taken me anywhere... it was a dead end, kind of why I'm not too bothered by it. But on the other hand... I liked the $7.50/hr I got. So... I'm poor, easy to please, and now kinda upset b/c I'm not going to have money to spend on myself. Don't let all this news break your heart all at once. I still work as a cashier at Gerbes-for a little under $6.50/hr. Glad I love my job there... I just have to change my availability back. I still won't be making the same.

Things like this always happen on the days I'm not going to see Jake. Last week Shaun and I got into a fight... this week, I got fired. It's just more of a bummer for the day I guess.

On a better note... (or worse) I spent all the money I had in my wallet-about $100. I put $40 on my phone bill, bought The Killers-"Hot Fuss" CD, Developed four rolls of film (well, six but only picked up four), and ate. I also got stoned yesturday... since I do it next to never, it was weird. I slept a lot too. I'm so completly stoked to see Jake today... I hate missing him I'm going to go do some laundry, clean up, vaccuum, shower, and listen to my new cd.

Good Luck, Love, but most of all... Happiness     ~Heather