Forgive me for not writing it sooner... it may come back to me as I retell it... (you must also forgive the vagueness of it all)

I was at some sort of party, there were a lot of people there Janel and I went from room to room and were drinking and talking to everyone... then Janel and I were at some park with Emilee (that had been in a dream of mine before), we were climbing around, trying to get her to go down the slides with us... then somehow I ended up walking in the parking lot of the apartments (across from my house) and I was walking down to this certain one (which happened to be Janel's moms house) and I walked up to the back porch... I started eating pizza with Megan and her mom.. Emilee was there... it had spinach on it, and i was eating it with a fork... then I remember talking to her mom about something... and she was saying Janel was dead.. I kept telling her that she wasn't... then I was riding in a truck w/ some guy crying, thinking how she wasn't dead, and why didn't I know before all of them... I kept crying and laying my head on the window looking out as he was driving... then I was back up in the field across from the apartments... I was asking how she died... they said that she was in a car with a guy (gave his name, i just now forgot it) and he had gotten mad and driven off the cliff, they burned to death... I then pleaded with them that it wasn't her, they had to do tests... And then I saw a flash (like I was remembering) of the guys face that it was, and she was w/ him at the party...

then i woke up.

I hate having dreams where people die... I had a dream once that my dad died... I woke up, and I seriously thought he had. It makes me all confused... One dream I had was that my cat came home... and she wasn't dead... I got up looking for her...

being in a daze sucks.