Okay.. so... Roger didn't take my number from Stephanie... he simply told her he didn't know a Heather, and left my number on the table... do you believe that? Maybe I just don't give a fuck that he didn't take it, it's not like it'll change my life or anything. I still do not regret telling him I loved him... because I DID love him... and I don't think I do now. So this is just something that closes it... Next time I see him at work... I just won't say a word... and if he comes up to me, I'll say: "I'm sorry... I don't know a Roger" and smirk at him and see what he says to me.

Today I got off work at 10.30 so that rocked, a whole 3.5 hours... Shaun has to work 11.30-11.30 so I have to figure out what is going on with Em while he goes in early.... Shaun and I are doing better... we aren't really arguing much when we see eachother. Tomorrow before he heads to work he's going to stop by here and play with Em for a while.

Janel and I are going to go to some Cardnials games this year... I'm super excited I love her so much (I believe everyone should be blessed enough to have somene like her) I just wish I could be to her, what she is to me. Then again... who's to say I'm not *laughs*

Emilee is just cuter and cuter every single day. Okay, so today she's not shining her brightest, she got into my lipstick and now has pink hair (my little punk), she has a diaper rash that's FINALLY going away, and I pray that she didn't get PINK EYE from Ethan (houstons son). Dang... We had lots of fun today otherwise. We watched Sesame Street (and it didn't cut out every minute and a half  lol) We went out to have Chinese together... she's such a good eater. We also went to Goodwill and The Salvation Army. I'm looking for a car seat, but think I'll have to search the newspaper for garage sales and see if I can find one there. Good luck to me. She played with some of the toys at TSA, it was so cute watching her. She kept asking about "Bella" and "Etan" (houstons kids) b/c she loves playing w/ them... but since he's sick, I don't think we should go there... so we stayed home.

We watched "The Forgotten" with Chelsi. It was pretty good... I still want to watch "Garden State" in my room b/c i <3 that movie...

I'm gunna go now I suppose.... Love and Happiness~Heather