welp, here i am, finally

Six Flags: it took us two hours to get there.... it was awesome, overcast, no rain-no sun, and it was awesome. This was the first time that I had gone with Janel.

Rides we went on: Ninja, the Boss, Screaming Eagle, Mr. Freeze (boooy that went fast!), The Log Ride (what the hell is that called?), I think that's it? Ohhhh yeah, we went on the big Ferris Wheel... that was pretty cool. It freaked me out going on The Boss and the Screaming Eagle at night--couldnt' see anything, but i loved it-can't wait until next year!!!! It was Fear Fest-really fun. "Scary" people walking all around, I'd like to go again next year. Janel and I shared a funnel cake (oooh yum!) it was huge! I guess that's it I dunno what else to put about it hehehe.... 'cept we had fun!

The Hartsburg Pumpkin Festival: Wow... I LOOOVE pumpkins, and they had LOTS! I got 6 little ones for Emmie to paint, I can't wait! They had a lot of different little booths all around, I bought a candle, and mom bought Emmie some cute bracelets (she looooves them!). I only took 14 pic's there... I hope a few came out. I dunno.... I would like to really get into my photograpy but I know if I got a job and closer pursued my hobby, Shaun would be mad b/c I spend all my $$ on film etc. I just know it. And I know if I had a job, I'd want to do it, so I'm really skiddish about getting a job. Shaun doesn't support me in it (i know he doesn't really want me to work, but I want to do what I WANT with my $$) I want to get a phone, fix my car.... Things he doesn't realize that silently drive me completly crazy! I'm sure he thinks if I have a car I can cheat on him or whatever... but the way that I see it: if I have a car, it will give me the freedom I need (the ability to drive to the store if I feel like it, or take my daughter to the park without having to walk there.) I know he's insecure with me... but he shouldn't be, I love him, I'm with him, and that's just that. I hope he realizes it someday....

I need to learn how to make candles.... I'm going to look on ebay for books/wax/wicks/warmers/scents, and see what i can come up with... I'm realllllly excited!--wish me luck!

I'm going to go for now.... making dinner for me and Em... I think I'll make Shaun's later b/c I'm sick of feeding him microwaved food heheh.....

Much Love!

::heather::