"My Mind"

He says I can speak my mind

The weight of the world now presses upon my lips

What should I say

What should I think about

Every thought rushes through me

Thousands of them

Over and over, different things

the same

Each reminding me of something new

Something I could speak about

“another 500 miles before we shut this engine down”

runs through my mind every few seconds

a song-I’m dedicated to listening to that band

so now I’m thinking of unimportant things

are they?

think, think, think

something of truth

what do they wish to hear

nothing comes

everything comes

all at once

how should I stop it

how should I speak it

who listens to me anyway

speak as it comes

let that be the truth they seek

the realism that flows from my smile

the laughs in my eyes

let them see this

the reality that I am

what I am

that is me after all

nothing more

by: me :: 10-27-04 4am.

here's a pic of me and Amy... she ROCKS-like me

Love~me